MAMA SEE MY TEARS...

I never wanted to do this
i never planned for this
but it kept following me
looking for me all over
in the gutters in the streets
in the calmness of my house
in the busiest of streets
mama i tried to stop it
but it couldnt go away
it was stronger than me

look at me now
in a sullen mood
trying to find the real me
in the comfort of tears
trying to shed away the past
its never gonna go mama
however hard i try
i just feel i am alone
with no hopes











the days were good
it always lasted till morning
i dont remember getting tired
i had so much willingness in me
but the lies mama, the lies
i wasnt able to see then






my eyes were closed
i was too happy, too happy
until the glass droped
as i was dancing to nice tunes
i could never replace it
but everyday i wanna move on
see my tears mama

its all gone
but it keeps coming
every day...every night
and mama you know
what i feel in me
blood, hatred, revenge
i cant do any of those
so i curl in my bed
and all i do is cry
i let the anger go






mama i wanna move on
its really hard for me
i always want you by me
let me say a prayer
it could heal me for a day
or a second one